Tuesday
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So yup, my oh-so-wonderful little small family turns out to be problematic and a broken one. My dad wants to divorce my mum. And wanted to move out and sell away this house. might as well sell me away. And he told me i want tag with who then tag along. I told him. Give me money and i'll live on my own outside. So much better right? If they really got to the state that they really want a divorce, i won't want to be with either of them. Really. I won't get to see them much anyway even if i'm home. Even if i'm not out at all, facing my computer, the hours i'll get most everyday is like 3 hours? not included the time where we were sleeping of course. So freaking upset. Friends kept complaining how much their family problems they faced, about how bad their family became and they so want their parents to get a divorce. but not me. Their parents would then drop the subject of divorcing yet then my friends wanted them to. Why? My family never had such bad fights or what-so-ever. But it turns out my family has the more percentage of divorcing more than theirs. I may hear from V bout his family problems. but ya, i'm more like his state now. I now can feel what he actually is thinking, BUT that doesn't mean my thinking is the same as his.
So if this matter really gets out of hand, V, i'll live tgt with you, rent our own house and live our life already. =) And i'll get as much money from dad to pay the rental fees. I don't care if they became broke. I'm unfilial. Who cares? They brought this upon themselves. I don't care. Really. I don't care.
IVORY
ps: Am i going to invite to my wedding dinner? Will they even make it?
Labels: I HATE MY LIFE MORE THAN EVER
with l❤ve,
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